wolves howling pumpkin carving

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My Arachnos symbol Pumpkin Carving

So I broke the saw off on my finger I completed the symbol with a knife, a wee file, and some curse words. Here you are.

huh this made me smile

Baseketball woo hoo

Quarantine

Max Payne

I am easily entertained, but some video games shouldn't be made into movies. I hope the movie didn't cost too much to make as I'd probably not pay to see it in the Theatre. Mark Walberg's portrayal of the dark and broody Payne is right overdone. The use of CG wasn't needed, the odd story of a chemically enhanced soldier and the death and and and. I didn't fancy the movie don't waste your time.




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about my last blog

I just don't want to give the impression that I thought my grandparents were using me. I think they are underusing me actually. I owe my grandparent's everything, they mostly raised me, if it wasn't for them I'd be a bitter guy doing something horrid somewhere. This is a response to an email I just received from someone who read my posting, and I hadn't posted but more than 10 minutes before I got this response. They ask how I can be so insensitive towards things. Honestly if you've ever lived in my mother's house, been around her, fallen for her crap, been through what we've been through. I can say that I'm lucky I have any of my senses at all. Years of being lied to, forced to lie for, then having the power to change it all, become the person I want, Have the job of my dreams, and then to have it ruined by this lady. You say I sound like a spoiled brat who has never known a hard time?? Really? I've lived in tents, in the backs of cars, in places with no power during winter. I've eaten nothing for I can't tell you how long, people thought I was fading away I was so skinny. Grew up in an abusive household, where yelling and beatings were common practice. You need but to look at someone in a way they didn't like and you'd get warmed with beating, and if it was warm out you'd get cooled with beatings. I have no complaints now of the past, I wish only to get better from it, Grow from it. Its the small random things one is asked to do (not the grandparents). I'd paint my grand da's deck with a toothbrush if he so asked me to.
That's my post and response to that idiot who emailed me. cheers

On being used, and putting people out.

I find it both funny (not in a fun way) and a annoying that I go through the week here with bloody nil to do and then all of the sudden everyone has something for me to do. I've mowed lawns, fixed computers, done some business planning, cooked, yard work, stripped decks, installed toilets, sold random crap, investigated fraud. Yesterday mum begged me to help her friend with her algebra, I've not done algebra in like 13 years. I can teach myself anything with much ease, but I struggled with this whole graphing bit. It tells me that I must study more math. I had dinner plans and as I'm here for one purpose (help the fam out) I had to most rudely cancel. I spent the day sick with some nose sinus, lung, weak arsed muscle thing going on. Grand da calls me to come repair his toilet. I didn't know that repair meant remove old heavy arsed toilet and replace with new, pretty toilet. The task seemed simple enough to me, as I'm a designer, I've done toilet installs before and thought this to be an easy task. I first wish to say sorry to Mo, her sister and brother I took too long with my family obligations and I should have been over having supper. It was horridly rude , and being sick or having something else come up is no bloody excuse. It saddens me to meet good people and then immediately disappoint them. I am not in the game of disappointment anymore. "hangs head in shame".
The toilet job required the carpet, yes the carpet in the bathroom eeew), be cut. I re-cut the carpet to fit the new toilet, i removed some boards, had to reattach, redo, re re re re re. Putty, wax seal, another seal, remove board, carpet, screws. bowl. It sounds easy but we're talking about a very small space to work in and the carpet smells . I'd never but carpeting in a bathroom so gross.
what am I getting at with all this? I don't know. I am not in a great place in my head right now and disappointing people isn't what I want to do, as I'm being disappointed everyday. I work in high stress jobs, but there is always a balance with them. I have found out too much, been asked to do too much, and now its wearing on me quite thinly.
Meh
sigh
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random math probs

Suppose the value V (in dollars_ of a car is described by the equation V= -2000t + 22000, where t is the number of years after the car was purchased. (a) Determine the slope of the line and interpret its meaning using correct units. (b) Determine the coordinates of the V-intercept of the line and interpret their meaning using correct units. (c) Determine the coordinates of the t-intercept of the line and interpret their meaning using correct units.

Jurassic Park

A wee present
Things that are desired
Must be searched for

He's a digger My favourite line
I had a student and her uncle was the lawyer eaten by the Trex

and so it begins

I just weighed myself and it was 182, mowed a huge huge lawn/s. Going for a six miler.
Lets see how this week goes.
Cheers

Crikey my weight

I realize that I haven't been working out faithfully, or running properly as of late. I just hopped on the scale here at the Hyatt Fairlakes and it tells me that I am about 25 lbs from being my proper weight. I dare say I'll be putting in some long runs when I get back to port orchard. I am hoping for at least seven miles a day, and at least 500 pushups.
I haven't slept but four hours in the past couple of days. Don't know what is wrong with me. I want to cut my hair right now. The only reason I am being hard on myself right now is that someone i've known for a few years now told me that I had really packed on the weight.
sigh



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Across the Universe

The Rocker

The Rocker tells the story of a failed drummer who is given a second chance at fame. Robert "Fish" Fishman is the extremely dedicated and astoundingly passionate drummer for the eighties hair band Vesuvius, who is living the rock n' roll dream until he is unceremoniously kicked out of the band. Twenty years after his rock star fantasies are destroyed, just when Fish has finally given up all hope, he hears that his nephew's high school rock band A.D.D. is looking for a new drummer. They reluctantly make him the newest member of the band, giving him a chance to reclaim the rock God throne he's always thought he deserved, and taking the young band along for the ride of their lives.
from IMDB

Well enjoy I'm sure I will.
Cheers